Sitting on a Beer

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at the eternal bar

I arrive at  the bar alone and

leave alone.

this is the eternal bar

all those bars: dive bars, tittie bars, sports bars, dark,

bright,smoking bars and non smoking bars

between manual work, studying and home life

there’s eternal anxiety and thoughts shoot thru

my breezy head

the right amount of beer can calm the thoughts down

and prolong tomorrow. A place I don’t wanna be

I’m at the eternal bar, drinking a macho mug

and unsure of what tomorrow may bring.


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negative on negative

people against people

anxiety and violence

violence doesn’t have to be


it can just be a feeling of

constant loathing

the people around you or frustrated with

eight-hour days and twelve hours days

not knowing what the next moment may bring

and the going crazy over it

as i am crazy

rush rush,

yell and yell

remember to clean your house

and your car,

go to the grocery store

I hope Elon Musk is right

and the robots take over

Something Blows in the Wind


Some thing blows in the wind

Imagine yourself away from everyone and everything

just yourself, a little house somewhere, with nothing

but trees and wind

and things blow in the wind, all the things

that can not be perceived by the senses

what is wind?

what can not been seen?

do you believe in spirit?

things that can not be explained

with reason by religion or science?

those mysterious cold things

i remember reading something by DH Lawrence and him saying

something about these spirits or souls in search of a body

somebody to attach itself to

perhaps he was right and perhaps he was wrong

it is interesting to think there are things in the wind in

search of body,

and if that is true

what in the hell are they?